March 28, 2021 Two weeks after Keven died, I had to go to the grocery store for the first time. I remembered a friend telling me it took her 6 months to drive after losing her son because she couldn’t trust herself to be a safe driver. I knew what she meant. My brain had been enveloped in a thick fog. I did things like opening a cupboard to get something out of the microwave, calling people by the wrong name, and completely losing my train of thought. The grocery store was 1/